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Journal Excerpts

September 2001 - February 2002

 

Lydia Davis


 

September


 

    Old folks could at least sort the cranberries.

 

    Early morning – noise of crows and dogs.

 

    If one was born under a cabbage leaf - 

 

    minus habens : lit. 'having less' = a dunce

 

    If I stay still (for a long time in one place) then what

moves is the sunlight coming through the shutters.

    “Morning Beverage Habits of My Friends” (a survey).

Let it get more complex as it goes – let their reasoning

enter in.

    The old dictionary bothers the dictionary next to it.

    The old dictionary is a bother to the other dictionary

next to it. It leaves a litter of yellow bits of paper that

have to be cleaned up.

 

    E.'s ambition: to have all his books in one room.

 

    Acknowledgment to Matthew S. for his use of “then.”

    : to Anne L. for her use of “place.”



 

October


 

    Father would often stop – break off – what he was saying for one reason or another, either because we weren't listening, or one had yawned, or his own emotions prevented him from going on. This is called (in rhetoric) aposiopesis.

 

    Putting away for the winter a sandal with a squashed spider on its sole.

 

    Gravity takes the wrinkles out of my dress hanging in the closet.

 

    You visit a village not once but twice, in a dream, and then it feels not part of a dream but real.

 

    Maid, summoned by old woman, walks into room singing, “Why should I be discouraged?” (hymn).

 

    what I am feeling in my heart

 

    Peter and Mother 

                        (J. Ashbery)

 

    “there is a rightness in that strangeness” 

                        (J. Ashbery)

 

    Mother's response when I say I have memorized Frost's “Stopping by a Snowy Woods One Evening”: 

    “That's the one everyone knows – why don't you learn 'Spring Foals' – that's a serious one.”

   

    I think of my two hands (when they are working cooperatively together sorting tomatoes) as the Levy Brothers.

 

    That day what excited her and made her happy was a stout accordion player from Quebec playing one of the accordions in the uptown pawn shop.

    In the pawn shop uptown, a stout man from Quebec was playing one of the accordions. That was what excited her and made her happy that day.

 

    The water there is glacier melt so it's very very blue.

 

    Personal ad: “A newly-promoted dance professor is looking for etc.”

 

    OED:

    “in the circumstances” - for situation

    “under the circumstances” - for action 

 

    continuator

 

    An amoeba retreating from a noxious stimulus

 

    The “god-shaped hole” in our culture

 

    Fundamentalism arises in response to threat to belief systems by modernization.

 

    Mother's adamant view that no one should ever have to catch a cold – 

 

    John Evelyn's Elysium Britannicum, or the Royal Gardens – his life's work, massive, unfinished, fifty years in the writing. He meanwhile wrote and published other works.

 

    Apropos Evelyn: advances in science provoke the contrary desire to be perplexed, entranced, and deceived.

    (Related to fundamentalists' reaction to Westernization.)

 

    “Pittsfield Small Engine Repair” (modesty of that)

 

    Evelyn wrote long corrections on separate pieces of paper (like Proust).

 

    “Wist ye not that I must be about my father's business?”  Wist.

 

    That “Davies” is somehow a better and more thorough version of my name, “Davis.” The long e and the voiced s. The second vowel sound is long and the final consonant voiced. An improved name. (This observation apropos of my being addressed thus by an English woman – from Penguin.)



 

November


 

    “My three cats are amongst them...”

    “Pets know – and my three cats are amongst them -”

    (“Thought-reader” on television wearing glittery vest.)

 

    We can be wasteful of affection and beauty, too.

 

    A hot danger that turned the prairie black.

                            (def. In child's history crossword book)

 

    The early settlers were often irritated by the hardships of their life.

    The hardships of the lives of the early settlers were often irritating to them.

                    (somewhere in grammar book – variations on sentences)

 

    for “oatmeal”:

        haute meal

        ode to meal

 

    “most archaeological animal bones come from the limbs and feet”

                (Simon Davis in The RBS Gazette)

    why, exactly?

 

    “not blood kin”

                (Vi says)

 

    Again, the question – 'Can't they return now?'  As though they had stayed away as long as I was really busy, out of consideration or tact, but now they could return.      (the dead)

 

    “I'm not someone who has never lied. Lying is a big problem.”         (did L.T. say this?)

 

    Still want to do study of the comma, overuse and underuse and what it means.



 

December


 

    As a high school student, Mother used to go do her schoolwork at the Carnegie Library in Iowa City – marble in the building.

 

    Buses please depart slowly

 

    That ice cream truck yesterday – Swann's – and the driver coming to the back door and saying “Swann's” on the very day I finally sent off the intro and considered the title one more time, including the dangling word “Swann's”.

 

    Don't touch till Friday.

    Some women may arrive to clean your house.

 

    Watch the t's in “Brittany” and the n's in “Pyrennees”.

 

    numinous, hieratic, laisse            (words)

 

    Men of the eleventh century displayed their feelings more openly than men do today.

 

    Good transition: bring B into the discussion about A, then, in the next paragraph, move on to discuss B.



 

January


 

    That inferior-superior problem. If you're not superior, you're inferior. Never just equal.

 

    Haywood G. Bazaff

 

    He left to go write.



 

February


 

    Sun and air

    Son and heir

 

    “angry stock-trading father soon to commit suicide...”

 

    He drives me to the bus before dawn; he notices the color of a single red sprinkle on a brown cookie.

    He buys me a green scarf, a red scarf, a flower-patterned scarf. He orders me a magnetic wristband.

 

    A teabag – a cup of tea – like old fish.

 

    Malcolm Lowry's Lunar Caustic; Lowell's “Walking in the Blue: and “Hospital”

                                        (M. Hofmann rec.)

 

    Ending of some story about father would be the Elysian fields and then the report of the clairvoyant who says that he “passed over” right away though my sister was so stubborn and wouldn't hear of it.

 

    Metaphor – problem of – metaphors permeate language more than one would realize – hiding in “abstract” vocabulary, misused in writing – it is the ignorance of the word that leads to mixed metaphors and the impression of sloppy writing.

    This would be a good “talk” to give when visiting.

    Talks: 1) metaphor (etymology); 2) Proust translation; 3) Tyndale; 4) Moncrieff; 5) writing and Sherlock Holmes

 

    prunelle: pupil (apple) of eye; sloe

    sloe gin

   

    metaphor is everywhere – earliest explanations would be in terms of “like” - a lamb white as snow or snow white as a lamb

    make sentence of abstract words and 'translate' it into a sentence made up of broken-down component parts – use those two old books - 

    how sentences don't fit if the deeper (buried) metaphors are ignored - 

 

    further is the comparative of forth!

 

    M. p. 121 (middle): “in the kiss of her who is by our side”

   

    Hudson, Albany, Schenectady, Amsterdam, Utica, Rome, Syracuse. Train for Toronto. Buffalo Toronto

 

    “Pick me up a medium-size rat.” [mumble from phone] “Before you pick me up pick me up a medium-size rat.”

                    [overheard on train: example apropos of not explaining]

 

    Like the problem of the pronunciation of the word “February” - either too obviously wrong or too obviously correct -

   

    Motel rooms fully equipped with pencil sharpeners...

 

    The smell of something going by, down the aisle, with fake butter on it.

 

    Pretty, restored station at Utica.

 

    Rome station in disrepair.

 

 

 

 



Lydia Davis is author of the novel The End of the Story (1994) and many collections of fiction, including The Thirteenth Woman and Other Stories (1976) and Break It Down (1986), a finalist for the PEN/Hemingway Award. Her most recent collections are Varieties of Disturbance, a finalist for the National Book Award in 2007, and Can't and Won't (2013). The Collected Stories of Lydia Davis (2009) contains all her short fiction up to 2008. Essays One was published in 2019. She is the recipient of many awards and prizes, most recently the PEN/Malamud Award in 2020. Lydia Davis has also translated Proust, Flaubert, Blanchot, Foucault, Michel Butor, Michel Leiris, Pierre Jean Jouve and other French writers, as well as Belgian novelist Conrad Detrez and the Dutch writer A.L. Snijders.

The Editor wishes to thank Diane Williams for her characteristically gracious assistance (and for--equally characteristically--leading the way).

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